drown

On April 28, 2007, at 2:19:29 PM, i wrote this.

i can see a moon, far up in the sky,

shining brightly in this dark surrounding.

im in a sea,

helpless, hopeless,

drowning more and more with time,

no stone reach to my feet,

to stop me from drowning,

no bricks to help me float,

no hand reaching out, to get me out of this sea.

this empty sea.

darker than the sky,

yet able to attract me more than the moon.

im lost, my eyes see the moon,

longing for it,

yet my body does nothing to realize this attempt,

its weak,

it does nothing,

except making this drowning faster,

until im all lost,

in this dark empty sea.

no bot, no ship, not even a floating brick could help me now.

i have, to use my own body,

fight this water, thats pulling me deeper and deeper into the depth.

i have to live!

i have to reach out to that single light.

make action! i have to go there!

before its too late.

for those whom i care's sake,

and for mine.