Calm damn it!

am i expecting too much from myself?

i dont care.

i just know that,
i was supposed to be calmer,
wiser,
and thoughtful.

i was neither.

i have to always be calm.

Calm is the only way to access the human part of your brain.
And you have to learn to be human!
Man have to learn to be human.

I got that during my trip to Cordoba.

i have to be in control.

am i asking too much?

well, im expecting a better 'me'.

i learn from my mistakes..

im calmer now.

and can think straight.